33

Turning 33 was not that big of a deal for me. I am blessed. I had another year to love,laugh,cry,live,hurt,grow closer to God, closer to friends, closer to family, watch my children grow into who God would have them be,love my husband more and to just be. Thank you God!
I also had some sadness this time, my emotions were raw, remembering my aunt and having to put her to rest on my birthday two years ago. remembering that I missed my grandmother's funeral. Just some over all sadness. but I am blessed with such a wonderful family. My family took me to Cracker Barrel for supper, it was nice and later Jeremy bought me a cake and we all had cake together. they sang to me.
On Sunday my dad called and said he wanted to come see me for my birthday. That made me feel so special. We had made plans to take the kids to flat rock after the awana's race at church so he met us there. We walked around on the rocks and talked about when he used to bring me as a kid, it was fun to go down memory lane with him. The kids played on the playground and had fun on the rocks. they loved having their poppa there and so did I. I miss my dad a lot, ironic because I now see him more than I ever have. I worry about him, I don't like the fact that he is alone so much of the time now. I worry about him, he is getting older and I don't like it. I love him now more than ever. I am so glad that we have this new relationship now, I have been looking forward to this my whole life and I am enjoying it!